I have had 2 lovely weeks off with my kids. Not really a vacation.. but rather a lack of work holiday. I am still getting paid.. more actually to stay home cause of on call pay but running quickly out of paid time off. I really feel that the longer I stay home though... the less I want to come back. It is a vicious circle!! The time that I have had though has been great. I have enjoyed every minute of being the mommy, not having to say goodbye to a screaming Ava in the window and getting to play with Ruby and her happy 1 year old self. I remember all the reasons I didn't want to stay home full time, but now I wish I could at least work less. Full time is a lot of time to miss. My kids are wild, yet sweet beyond belief. They are all so different yet mirror some of the values and beliefs I have tried so hard to instill in them. I treasure this time.. time they want to spend with me before age and maturity leads them to the realization that I am boring and uncool. Before they know I am imperfect and that I don't always know what I am doing. I guiltily call in for another available day... knowing that I can make up the pto but won't ever get this time back with my sweet sweet children.
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Those are some cute pictures, I especially love Ava's expression in the first pic!
I also dread the time when Cady realizes that I'm not a princess or some really cool beautiful woman. One day she's going to hide when I run into her and her friends in public, ughhh..
awww...it must be hard workign as much as you do. I don't know how you do it.
AND... you get it! you finally realize what I was trying to explain to you all those years ago.
I absolutely adore my children, even when they don't think I am cool, even when they call me "old woman" or Fatty Fatty boom ba latty!
Old Woman
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