Lizards, snakes and a bunch of well placed humans.

If I could only find the words I dream that they won't go unheard.

Oh, 

if I could only make time stand still for a moment.
Capture a memory, live it one more time, would I believe?
That I would really change a thing?
A second chance to get it right?
I think the end is close at hand.
I had a vision I don't understand.

(Is this by Oingo Boingo)

When you are at a place where every choice is wrong the only choice is inaction.  Stop, assess the damage and be still.  Wait to become the nostalgia.  Let go of the dreams you held, the moments that were supposed to be.  Step aside and let the world teach them the things that would have come so much more gently from you.